So as per my self challenge, today (well yesterday) I was supposed to analyse my lies.
What do I lie about? Why do I lie about it?
- my emotions
- when I’m sad or upset or hurt, I lie and say I’m okay and good and everything
- This is because I don’t want to bring down the others around me or because I can’t explain why I feel that way.
- how sick I feel
- I will tell people I’m doing well even though I wanna throw up or pass out
- Usually to avoid attention or people worrying
- Having sex
- No one needs to know that I have and people don’t know what happened to me nor do I want them to know
Who do I lie to?
- My parents
- some friends
So there you have it
A Recovering Survivor